kanDE

setiap tetes air mataku

telah kuberikan untuk kisahku
mengerti tapi tak dimengerti
cintaku tlah diujung jalan

setiap kata dari bibirku
kadang tak sama dalam hatiku
tersenyum dalam hati menangis
cintaku tlah diujung jalan

aku sangat mengenalmu
aku juga cintaimu..
tapi kau tak pernah ada pengertian
ku senang,ku sedih
kau tak mau tahu

aku sangat mengenalmu
dulu kau tak begitu
kau bintang di hatiku
jadilah yang kumau
ku senang,ku sedih
kau ada denganku

ku mengerti kau apa adanya
begitupun yang kumau darimu
kau tahu rasanya diabaikan
cintaku telah diujung jalan

* Maaf Ya menye’- menye’ Lagi…

Aku Melihat Petanda
Satu-satu Yang KuPinta SeoLah TerKabuL
SaaTnya ku Tepati Janji ?
Janji untuk benar-benar Pergi ?
Aduh..aku LimBunG
Mimpi Bunda Jadi Nyata kah ?
AKhir atau AwaL Yang BahaGia ?
SEsaK dan Siksa itu mulai akan Ku TInggal jauh-Jauh
tapi Knapa dada ini jadi smakin sesak karena memikirkannya ?
Aduh…Aku MenGeluH
INi Kan Yang Ku Pinta…
Ini Lah satu dari Tiga dari Kebuntuan Itu..
Sepertinya….

On returning, I can’t believe this world is still turning,

The pressure’s on,
Because the pleasure hasn’t gone

And I’m, Not sorry for, For the things I’ve done
And I’m, Not looking for, Just anyone

On competing,

Oh, when will this tired heart stop beating?,

It’s all a game, Existence is only a game

And I’m, Not sorry for, For the things I’ve done
And I’m, Not looking for, Just anyone

I’m, Slipping below the water line,

I’m, Slipping below the water line

Reach for my hand, And…

And the race is won
Reject my hand, And….

The damage is done

I’m, Slipping below the water line
I’m, Slipping below the water line

The man of my dreams, He…

He never came along
The man of my dreams, Well…

There never was one

And I’m, Not sorry for,

For the things I’ve said
And I’m, Not sorry for,

For the things I’ve said
There’s a wild woman in my head

There’s a wild woman In my head

* SEmbaB..KosonG

MenerawaNg Pepohonan Berlari dalam Laju mobilku

Diam

Tak bergeming

Lalu Hadir nada SenDu

Juga HemBUs Angin dari Balik jendeLa

DinGIn…

TentRam

Damai SeketiKa

TenggeLam dalam KeheNIngan

Im SlippiNg Bellow The Water Line…

Bendungan itu jebol juga akhirnya

Gelas penuh air yang luber itu juga ikut tumpah

Emosiku meledak

SERAPAH yang terucap

Sesak

Amarah berlompatan

Liar

dan selalu menjadi air

Mencekat

Lalu jadi kosong

Sabarku sudah lewat batasku rupanya.

SEnjaku kemarin begitu merah

Sang Kala tengah durja

Egoku berkuasa

Aku tidak butuh Kalian !

Sudah cukup Perlakuan semena itu

Perlakuan Rendah itu !

Sudah Cukup pikir optimisku

Positivisme yang Berdiri sendiri ditengah hunjaman negativisme banyak orang.

Sudah SUdAh…

Aku Lelah

Aku MenYeRah !!!

Kemarin…Semua terlontaR

Semua Gundah..Pertanyaan..sakit hati..kesal..rasa tidak adil dan harapaN kosonG.

Semua TerlonTar seperti RudaL

Keras…KasaR…memaTikan.

Aku Mati

Aku Benci Seperti ini

MenJadi seperti saat Ini..

Tak Lagi TerTawa RenYah

Tak Lagi Berani MenebaR kasih

Tak Lagi Punya GaiRah

Tak Sudi Lagi PerCaYa

Say That You’ll Stay A Little
Don’t Say Bye Bye Tonight
Say You’ll Be Mine Just A Little Bit Of Love
Is Worth A Moment Of Your Time

Knocking On Your Door Just A Little
So Cold Outside Tonight
Lets Get A Fire Burning
Oh I Know Ill Keep It Burning Bright If You Stay
Won’t You Stay
Stay

Let Down Your Guard Just A Little
I’ll Keep You Safe In These Arms Of Mine
Hold On To Me Pretty Baby You Will See
I Can Be All You Need If You Stay
Won’t You Stay
Stay

Ohhh Come On
Make Time To Live A Little
Dont Let This Moment Slip By Tonight
Youll Never Know What Your Missing Till You Try
I’ll Keep You Satisfied If You Stay
Won’t You Stay
Stay

* Kinda pathetic huh ? Yups ! Its how I am at this stage of moment. Feeling my self in the very bottom low. Begging just a little room like hell. Seeing my self acting very foolish. Letting my self out of control and cant helped being so desperate. Trying hard to find answers of all absences, silences, and lackness, that remains empty. Its sad…But I just want to say This…” Won’t You Save A Little… Save A Little For Me…”

Say That You’ll Stay A Little
Don’t Say Bye Bye Tonight
Say You’ll Be Mine Just A Little Bit Of Love
Is Worth A Moment Of Your Time

Knocking On Your Door Just A Little
So Cold Outside Tonight
Lets Get A Fire Burning
Oh I Know Ill Keep It Burning Bright If You Stay
Won’t You Stay
Stay

Let Down Your Guard Just A Little
I’ll Keep You Safe In These Arms Of Mine
Hold On To Me Pretty Baby You Will See
I Can Be All You Need If You Stay
Won’t You Stay
Stay

Ohhh Come On
Make Time To Live A Little
Dont Let This Moment Slip By Tonight
Youll Never Know What Your Missing Till You Try
I’ll Keep You Satisfied If You Stay
Won’t You Stay
Stay

* Kinda pathetic huh ? Yups ! Its how I am at this stage of moment. Feeling my self in the very bottom low. Begging just a little room like hell. Seeing my self acting very foolish. Letting my self out of control and cant helped being so desperate. Trying hard to find answers of all absences, silences, and lackness, that remains empty. Its sad…But I just want to say This…” Won’t You Save A Little… Save A Little For Me…”

Selamat tahun baru !!!!
Telat yah ? maaf…baru sempat meluangkan waktu menulis disini.
Its really has been a mobile life for me since last day of 2006 until today
Too many jobs, works, deadlines and travels..
I dont even have any time to make my 2007 resolution
But I miss writing here
and surely i miss You All Guys …